FILTH IN THE BEAUTY: The gift of the savior.

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teuksdaewoogun — Sun, 28 Oct 2012 19:01:33 +0100

Chapter 29: SM Entertainment.

teuksdaewoogun — Thu, 16 Aug 2012 01:48:04 +0200

Wednesday
2:48 pm
SM Building

It was some weeks after I bought Key and got him into SM Entertainment. It took me long enough to convince those guys that he was talented. At the audition he was so damn shy but in the end we got him a contract. Some days ago I sent some of the scouts to the other remaining boys, trying to get them also out of that hole.

Today it was a quiet day for us. The trainees were in their classes but there were no recordings or promotional stuff today, so we got like a day off. Me, Siwon and Heechul had gathered in the basement. In a smart way Siwon got Sungmin also there and he brought a friend of him, Kyuhyun. All of us had found an old poker table at the basement.

Halfway through the game, Heechul started smirked towards me and I couldn’t do anything else then just raise an eyebrow before he shot his question.

“Jungsu…Tell me, have you ever tried something with Key?”

That guy is really unbelievable. He really needs a boyfriend to tease instead of me all the time. I have enough problems with Taemin and Key. I ignored his question and looked at my left, were Siwon was hiding his giggling behind his hand.

But before Heechul could start begging to say something, loud rumbling from the stairs made us stop. You never know who it is; if it is one of our bosses we will have a small problem. The type of footsteps was more a kind of sneakers, so we expected that it was trainee who was going to the practice room.

Right then the door busted open, making all of us look at the person who did that and my eyes became wide immediately. I jumped up from chair and walked over to a crying Key. Silently I wrapped an arm around him, leading him towards a couch at the very back of the room, so that the others won’t hear us. I made him sit down, before I plumped down next to him. Without any warning he grabbed my shirt, burying his face in my chest.

“I’m such a loser here,” Key sobbed in my shirt. Where did he get that? I sighed and soothed him more. I bet I couldn’t talk to him until he stopped with sobbing and wetting my shirt. I lifted him from the couch and placed him on my lap, leaning back against the rest.

“I’ve never been good. For everything and everybody. Not even for my own parents I was good enough,” he sobbed hard and those words made it clear there was something more going on. I turned my head towards Heechul, who was listening to the conversation, and he nodded, making clear to the others that we needed some time alone here. Silently the others left the room, leaving on the table our poker game like we stopped.

“But you have me, Heechul, Shindong and Taemin now,” I mumbled, pressing a kiss on his forehead. It made him look up and he met my eyes.

“Only for you guys. You don’t even know what happened before I ran away,” he started crying even more and my grip around him tightened even more. We sat like that until he finally stopped crying. I looked down and saw him staring up to me.

“I better tell this before it’s too late,” he mumbled, hugging me and resting his head on my shoulder, a deep sigh escaped his lips when he started to speak.

“When I was younger…my dad used to beat me up after school, making me sometimes injured for days. Until one day he had the idea of trying something new. He chained me to a bed and…” he stopped halfway that sentence, tears forming in his eyes and he had to bit him lip. My intuition told me to kiss him to give him some more courage to continue his story. I placed a small kiss on his lips and after a deep breathe he continued.

“He never penetrated me but he shoved things in me…” I didn’t know what to say at that moment. In a way he was abused…that could in a way explain why he ended up at that nightclub and his drugs use.

“After half-a-year I dared to ran away.”

“But why do you think you’re a loser here?” he sighed at my question before turning away from me. Somewhere I think I knew where that comes from. In the back of my mind his breakdown after that rape replayed.

“I’m not good. All of those boys are talented. I can’t sing or dance… all of them are prettier then me a have better bo-“ I made him shut up by placing my hand over his mouth and sighed hard.

“Why do you compare yourself with others? If they were all really that pretty, I wouldn’t hold you here in my arms. If it wasn’t for your dancing I saw that first night in the club, I wouldn’t let you in here. You’re beautiful in your own way,” I whispered in his ear and it made him turn back towards me. That small smile on his face, made me grin widely since it worked.

“Let’s get you back to your practice.”

“It’s over by now.”

“But we just can go and hang out around the building. Only we need to keep our low-profile,” I said, pecking his lips shortly. Key jumped of my lap and pulled me from the couch.

We walked out of the room and saw that Heechul and Siwon were the only ones left there. I grinned stupidly towards Heechul as a pay back for his remark earlier during our poker session. He scoffed before continuing his talk with Siwon, blushing now and then. I never thought Heechul would ever blush around a guy or a girl. I was wrong.

On the floor of the dance-practice rooms, everybody was around one guy. His height made it clear that it was Kris who was drawing attention from every corner of the building.

Next to him were 2 guys standing, each one at a side of the tall one. Also a quiet tall boy with black hair was silently crying, letting his tears go freely. On the other side was a shorter one with brown hair that was also on the verge of tears. Kris had his hands in his hair, pulling it almost out of his scalp. Minseok was trying to push everybody of the hall.

“Who are they and what’s happening?” Key asked, looking at me like I should know all the answers. I only know Kris and Minseok from my first day and that day with the posters.

“The tallest one is Kris. He his Chinese and was one of the first to meet me when I joined here. The shorty who is chasing everybody away is called Minseok. I don’t know the others or what is happening but it seems like Kris has some big troubles,” I rambled the words, making a bit clearer for my boyfriend.

“Seems like today is a day full of problems,” Key whispered more to himself, but I could hear him clearly and poked his ribs.

“Says the one that was crying on my lap some minutes ago,” I teased, earning a slap against my arm and a big pouting look on his face. It made me want to kiss him, but I couldn’t do it since then the whole company knows about us and we can get kicked out.

“Too bad we’re in public,” I muttered under my breath, smiling immediately after it since I got at least a hug from him.

“Low-profile,” someone whispered while passing by. That brown haired brat is going to die this evening. Yeah, that was Taemin, just as worse as his half-brother. He pushed himself through the crowd of trainees, just to walk into the dance studio.

“Boys! Girls! Stop all of this and go back to what you were doing!” said one of the higher ranked employees. The guy came up to us, fortunately Key let go of me earlier then he arrived.

“Jungsu, you can go home. He can also go, he worked hard I heard, but disappeared in the middle of the lesson. Too bad since he has some talent,” the guy said, smiling towards Key and me. I couldn’t hide a smile around my own lips. When the guy disappeared I looked towards my boyfriend.

“See, don’t think so bad about yourself. Let’s get home. I will make us something to eat,” I said, wrapping an arm around his shoulders and pulled him closer to my body when we entered the lift.

“Why? I want to help!” Again he used his pout towards me. The lift closes and since we were alone, I couldn’t leave it to plant small kisses on those lips.

“You can help…only if you do the dishes afterwards.”

“Then you can do it alone,” he muttered and I couldn’t suppress a chuckle before kissing his cheek.

“You’re so cute.”

Plot twist: Leeteuk hides in the back during a variety show.

teuksdaewoogun — Tue, 14 Aug 2012 21:04:01 +0200

Plot twist: Leeteuk hides in the back during a variety show.

Chapter 28: 「Filler」Taemin.

teuksdaewoogun — Fri, 20 Jul 2012 01:32:43 +0200

Friday
10:06 pm
Taemin’s room.

“Taemin-ah? Do you want to tell me what happened?” my boyfriend asked the boy that was trembling on his bed. His face was buried in his pillow so nobody could have a look at his tear-strained face. I actually don’t even want to know what happened between him and Jongin.

“J-Jongie…H-he was looking at K-Kyungsoo. And th-they were a c-couple before us s-so…”

“Shh…calm down Taemin. He probably didn’t mean it that way. They’re friends and you can’t be jealous over friends.”

“But…he looked at him with longing eyes,” Taemin said back, sobbing harder in his pillow. Key was still thinking of a way to talk to him, when I got an idea. As quick as I could I got out of the room, leaving the 2 of them alone. I picked up my phone, which was on the coffeetable and dialled Jongin’s number.

“Yeah?” he sounded like he had been crying too.

“Jongin? Can you explain what happened?”

“Sure,” he cut me off and tried to continue but now I had to cut him off.

“Now. And here,” I was stern for the guy, but I couldn’t see my little Taemin like that. (Don’t you ever think I like him in a lovey-dovey way. It’s like a younger brother to me.)

It didn’t take long before Jongin appeared, entering the apartment with red, puffy eyes and a guilty look on his face. He looked at me, ready to explain it and get scolded afterwards.

“Explain it to Taemin, not to me. Try to make it up to him, but don’t you dare to make a false promise or I hunt you down,” I said, making those last words sound like a threat so he learns not to such things ever again. He quickly nodded before disappearing into Taemin’s room. Key walked out, looking at me with a grin on his face.

“You make him come over, didn’t you?” he asked but he knew it was obvious since I’m the only other person here. I nodded to his question, smiling like a dork.

“Why?”

“They need to solve things themselves. They’re old enough now. Besides we have other things to do,” my grin was getting bigger and bigger.

“Don’t you dare.”

“I was joking!” I protested, following Key to the couch like a puppy.

Chapter 27: Gaining trust 「RATED 18+」

teuksdaewoogun — Fri, 06 Jul 2012 00:14:13 +0200

Friday
9:24 pm
Leeteuk’s apartment.

And we were alone in the apartment. No Heechul, he had to stay longer at the company. No Shindong, he disappeared without saying a word. No Taemin, he was going to see a film with Jongin. His reason was ‘You guys need some quality time.’ Aish, that kid.

We were actually changing into our PJ’s when I countered Key onto the wall. I couldn’t stop smirking because we had our time alone now, but no I was not planning on that kind of stuff… or just not all the way.

“Jungsu…You know I don’t want this. Not after Monday.”

“Yeah okay… but who said what my plan was?”

I actually was thinking of something that he would like since he never got any real pleasure in his life before. My hands were placed on his hips before I pressed a kiss on those delicious lips of him. It didn’t take long before that simple kiss was something much more. Tongues became a part of it quickly.

Once we parted for air I smirked again, before attacking his neck. He protested against my actions, but when he moaned I couldn’t leave to smile at that.

“J-Jungsu! What are y-you doing?!”

I sighed before pulling back from his neck to face him, and look in his eyes. He was kind of scared but I tried to make him feel less.

“You never had any pleasure in your life…let me give that to you. But I won’t go that far as you think. Only you get some.”

“Jungsu…You don’t need to do this an-“

I cut him off by pressing my lips again on his, making him shut up before he changed his mind. Somewhere deep down inside him, he likes it but he doesn’t want to admit the fact that I make him go crazy. Finally his hands were around my neck and he pulled me closer to him. See…he likes it but finally he is giving in to that desire of his. I nibbled on his lip, making him moan a bit and his hands were wildly grabbing my hair.

“You like it, don’t you?” I whispered in his ear, after I let go of his lips since we were both out of air.

“Y-yes,” he said it so quiet but I could hear it clearly. My eyes went back to look into his, and I pressed my forehead against his.

“Relax, okay? I’m not going to do anything that will cause you harm,” I mumbled before pressing a sweet kiss on his lips. One of my hands went underneath his shirt, tracing his sides, up to his nipples. I teased them while I kept pressing short kisses on his lips.

“I love you,” I muttered before stopping all my actions, pressing my hand onto his stomach, which felt hot underneath it. Slowly I slipped lower and lower again until I was on the waistband of his boxer-short. I better first win his trust before I would do what I want.

I palmed his growing erection through those thin briefs, making him groan in a very sexy way. He is so needy, that I couldn’t tease him longer. My tongue licked around in his neck, towards his jaw, before I pressed again a kiss on those lips.

“Do you know what I want to do?” he could only nod to it before he kissed me back, quiet greedy since he was getting even harder under my touch. I gave his member a small squeeze through the fabric before slipping my hand fully in his boxer shorts. His head fell against my shoulder when I only touched him, I didn’t even do anything.

My other hand crept up until I was supporting in from the middle of his back. I gripped his member, only teasing his slit by using my thumb. It made Key so hard moan, that I had to hold myself back, not to take him right here. I smeared the pre-cum all over his shaft before slowly pumping it.

“J-Jungsu…f-faster,” he tried to say but choked on a moan when he did. My grip got firmer and my wrist flicked a bit faster then before. His delicious sounds became harder and his breathing was erratic. He even thrust into my hand a couple of times. My hand slipped lower on his length, stroking the base and teasing his balls a bit. His arms were wrapped around me so tightly and his hot breath went through my shirt. I had to say…he is hot like this.

I couldn’t leave it to tighten my grip even more when I pumped him hard and fast, making him sound so sexy.

“I-I’m close…” he stuttered, closing his eyes when he threw his head a bit back, enjoying it totally. My eyes followed his neck, up to his jaw to his mouth that hung open, trying to catch a breath.

A loud moan made it clear for me, that he came and after it I could feel the sticky, white liquid dripping between my fingers. I pulled out my hand after I jerked him a bit longer so he was fully milked out. He fell totally against me, breathing so heavy.

Since we were in the bathroom, I let him slide down against the wall and washed my hands. I kneeled next to him with a small smile on my face.

“And?”

“T-that was a-amazing…” and also a small smile came across his beautiful face. I pressed a kiss on his temple before leaving back to my room.

“Where a-are you going?”

“Getting you a new pair of boxers and pants…or do you want to sleep with such a big spot in you pants?” I teased him, pointing at the big spot on his pants, which could only be one thing. Key’s face became furious red and I couldn’t help but chuckle at that cute sight.

I quickly got in our room, taking the stuff I needed before heading back to the bathroom where he was still against the wall. I helped him back on his feet, passing the items he needed for the change.

“I’m in the living-room,” I breathed in his ear, before turning around leaving him alone so he could change without getting shy again. Once I plumped down on the couch, I noticed my phone indicating I had a new message.

‘You never guess who asked me out…-Heechul’

It was send only some minutes ago, so I could reply without being awkwardly late. I grinned when I wrote down the name: ‘Siwon?’

Key came out of the bathroom, joining me on the couch. He rested his head against my shoulder, while I laughed at the reply Heechul sent me:

‘How do you know? Yeah…it was him. Tomorrow I’m not there, only you, Key, Taemin & Jongin…’

“What’s so funny?”

“You know Siwon. He works also at SM at one of the offices. Heechul is so freaking in love with him, but didn’t dare to ask him out. Now I kind of pushed Siwon this morning in a text-message to ask Heechul out, since I know he likes him too.”

“You are coupling them?” I only put on my dorky smile while I replied my best friend.

‘We will take care of those kids.’

Right when Key wanted to make a comment on the way I smiled, the front door busted open and hasty steps made their way into the living room.

“Taemin? What happened?” we both exclaimed, looking for a second to each other.

“I heard that…that Jongin might like someone else then me,” the younger sobbed before falling onto his knees. I wanted to get up and help him but Key was there faster then I was.

“Taeminnie? Tell me what happened.”

Chapter 26: Freedom.

teuksdaewoogun — Mon, 02 Jul 2012 21:27:30 +0200

Thursday
10:09 am
Nightclub

“Hyung, I still can’t believe he let you in. After all what happened that Monday morning…” Sungmin mumbled, standing behind when I was about to knock on the door, leading to the office of a certain guy named Kangin.

“I’m not planning to keep him here any longer…and I can give him a great job.”

Slowly my fist hit the wooden door twice, before I took a step back, almost bumping into Sungmin. Siwon was also here today, standing at the bar with anxious eyes. The other boys were also gathered in the club, all around Key.

“Get in,” the voice growled from the other side. I took a deep breath before opening the door, revealing an old, grey office where the lights are dimmed. It kind of looks like an office from a mafia-boss in the older American films. Behind the desk was a strongly build guy, staring onto the laptop in front of him, only looking up to see who entered. He was in a kind of shock when he saw me standing there at the door, which was closed by now.

“Who the hell are you?”

“Does that matter?” I replied just as cocky as he was acting. I stepped closer to his desk, making him just raise an eyebrow when I stood in front of him.

“I want one of your guys.”

A smile crept onto his face, while he stood up himself, looking at me from head to toe. His eyes became darker and the smile was gone again.

“You must be that guy who is always with Key. Or should I say…your ‘boyfriend’? To bad he isn’t on sale at all…”

I didn’t let the news take over me. I’m here to fight and I will win this fight. His face was already in a victory pose.

“How much do you want?”

“Like I told you, he is on sale. He is my best worker and guys love him.”

“But you raped him. If I want I can get the police and tell them every bit.”

When I entered the office, I noticed in the corner of the room a small camera and between the stash of DVD’s I found another one. I’m sure he films it when he takes his own boys so he can enjoy it afterwards.

“You don’t have any evidence, do you?” he laughed hard, but he doesn’t now already that I’m smarter then he is.

“Listen, Kangin. I’m not stupid. You have a camera in the corner of the office and one between those DVD’s. You film it.”

The laugh stops, he looked at me like he just saw a ghost and I knew I got him in a position he can’t get out. Or I take all the tapes and give them to the police or he let me get the boy.

“So again. How much do you want?”

“At least 146 230 000 Won.”

“140 000 000.”

“Normally I wouldn’t go for a price like that, but since you threatened me I can’t do anything else then say yes.”

Victory!

“He has until this night to leave.”

“Sure job and you will get your money soon.”

“Yeah, yeah… as long as you don’t bring in cops I’m fine.”

It looks like the camera thing got him, making him weaker so I could get want I want. Jungsu…you’re a smart ass.

I got out of the office, getting looks from everybody that worked here, even the security guard that kicked me out the first time with that fight. I didn’t show and emotion, so I could keep it a surprise. All the other boys slowly left, only Chanyeol, Sehun & Joonmyun were left together with Sungmin and Siwon behind the bar and the security guard.

Key stood up; his face became for a second a painful grimace because of the incident on Monday. I hugged him and pulled him close to my body.

“And?” he asked in a low voice, scared for what should come. I sighed, creating an opposite mood before I place my lips against his ear.

“You have until tonight to pack.”

He stiffed in my arms and looked up to meet my eyes, I only could smile and laugh a bit. Joonmyun hugged the boy from behind and the other 2 joined in our group hug and Chanyeol, our happy kid, was jumping up and down.

“You did it?!” Siwon exclaimed from the bar and jumped over it, leaving Sungmin stand there with a not-amused look. I only nodded and it made mood even better, Sungmin came with us.

The 3 boys leave us and got already to the apartment. They are happier then we are… but what do you want, Chanyeol is constantly a happy guy.

I looked towards my boyfriend, who had a smile on his face.

“Thank you,” he whispered and I leaned closer, capturing his lips in a kiss and pulled him closer to my body. It was a sweet kiss until I tilted my head a bit to side, deepening it even more.

“Guys? Are you coming or not?” Chanyeol’s deep voice broke our kiss, and we both glanced at the intruder. He quickly hides, while I averted my eyes towards Key. Both we started to giggle and I pulled him close to me, walking like that to the elevator. Chanyeol held it open for us and when we got in, he pushed the button for their floor.

“Are you here with your car?”

“Yeah…since the beat up I don’t dare to walk around anymore.”

We ended up at the floor of them, when the door opened Joonmyun was already waiting for us and commanding Sehun around the place.

“Guys…it’s only morning, calm down,” I said, patting Joonmyun on his shoulder.

“We will miss you, Kibum,” Chanyeol spoke up, sniffing when he said those words. I let my boyfriend go so he could conform the younger one. Those words made Joonmyun and Sehun also teary. I stood between them, wrapping my arms around those 2 their shoulders.

“Guys…you can always come and hang out at our place. I’m sure Jongin will like it, since he is always with Taemin at our apartment. Heechul and Shindong won’t mind too, as long as you guys don’t make a game out of it. And maybe I can get you guys a job at SM Entertainment.”

Both turned towards me, after that also the other 2 looked at me.

“Well…if you guys have some talents I can get some scouts and maybe Kangin will let you guys go too.”

The 2 in my arms start hugging me, Chanyeol joined too. I looked over them to see Key standing there, a slightly jealous glance was thrown at me. Once the boys let go of me, they walked inside the apartment, leaving me with my boyfriend on the hall. I got closer, but he just stepped aside, still playing the jealous one. I couldn’t leave it to roll my eyes at him, before grabbing him in a strong but gentle grip, kissing him on his lips. At first he didn’t kiss me back, but I just pushed him against the wall, making him gasp which was a perfect chance for me to slip my tongue inside his mouth. Our tongues fought for dominance but I won in the end. After some minutes, we parted for some air.

“You also get a job at SM. And a better treatment then this,” I smirked before placing a last small kiss on his lips. I turned around and got inside the apartment, helping the other boys.

Chapter 25: Promise.

teuksdaewoogun — Sun, 24 Jun 2012 23:05:43 +0200

Monday
11:24 pm
Key’s apartment

Joonmyun walked again into the room of Key where the boy finally was waking up again. The younger yawned when he sat up, looking right to where Joonmyun was standing.

“W-Where is Jungsu?” Key asked, stammering the words since he was scared that he might have left him. Joonmyun just smiled and sat down on the bed.

“Don’t worry. He isn’t far away.”

“Where is he then?”

Joonmyun sighed but then he put that smile again on his face. He grabbed Key’s hand and pulled him of the bed, leading him outside his room, to the living room. There on the couch, Jungsu was sleeping. A sigh of relieve escaped Key’s mouth. He went closer and sat next to the elder, stroking his face slowly.

“He has been sleeping here since I came back from my job.”

Key looked up to see Joonmyun smiling there, but the smile faded away since he knew he had to tell the truth to him.

“Chanyeol told me…you screamed at him; that he had to go away and that you didn’t want him to see you when you’re vulnerable. Jungsu did his best to calm you down but nothing worked. He didn’t leave…he just slept here.”

Key’s eyes became wider when he heard that news. How could he ever say such things to the person he loves the most?

—

A soft hand stroked my cheeks, doing it so softly like I was something extremely dangerous or something that was so fragile. I slowly opened my eyes, I could see the place I was clearly, but what I could figure out was the fact I wasn’t in my own room nor in my own apartment. I opened my eyes a bit more and finally I recognized the place. So I fell asleep in the living room of the boys’ apartment.

I followed the hand to see who was stroking my cheek and I ended up looking right into the feline eyes of my boyfriend. He bit his lip, like was having troubles with not crying again. I gently grabbed his hand, pulling towards my mouth before kissing the palm of it, my eyes still fixed on the younger boy’s face.

“Hi,” he whispered, his voice was hoarse from all the screaming and probably crying in his room. I didn’t say anything, letting his hand go, reaching under his chin and pulled him carefully down, not hurting him. When he was face to face with me, I lost myself in his eyes before pressing a short kiss on his lips. I wasn’t mad at all…

We pulled away to look at each other again, losing ourselves again in the other’s eyes. Our noses were touching and breaths were ghosting over our lips.

“I will never leave you,” I whispered, making him close his eyes since he was kind of enjoying this. “I love you.”

Before he could actually reply, I pressed my lips onto his again, converting all of my love into that kiss so he would finally know I mean it. How could he believe I wouldn’t love him after such a thing?

I pulled away, taking in his beautiful figure.

“I love you too,” he mumbled back, hiding his face in the crook of my neck. I wrapped my arms around his body and pulled him onto me. No words were said at that moment. Only he was important right there. Some tears escaped his eyes, wetting my shirt.

“I’m so sorry, Jungsu. I didn’t mean a word I said.”

My hand found it’s way to his cheek in a way, stroking it just like he did to me some minutes ago. He pulled back from my neck and looked again into my eyes.

“I know you didn’t mean to.”

“Bu-“

I made him shut up by placing a finger on his lips.

“Don’t say a thing. Just stay here with me.”

The younger nodded and I just got a small smile on my face. He rested his head on his underarms, looking up at me, biting his lip at the same time. My lower lip was trembling when I looked down at him again. I couldn’t do anything about what happened but I could change his future.

“At the end of this week…you won’t have to work here again.”

That sentence of my made the whole room quiet, and the tension was gone. Joonmyun who stood there watching us from the kitchen, came closer to us. He dropped in front of the couch we were laying on.

“Are you kidding, Jungsu?”

“No…I’m not. Siwon explained me everything,” I answered back, glancing over at Joonmyun, who was still not believing the words I just said.

“But… do you actually know how much he askes? And then…Key here is his favourite so…”

“Money doesn’t matter. I’m working for a big company so I can just use all the money I earn there.”

“But still…”

“Joonmyun, money doesn’t matter. The health of my boyfriend and his love are more important then some numbers written on metal or paper.”

Those words made Key giggle a bit and I looked down at him again. He had his eyes closed and wasn’t facing me, but I could see that smile on the corners of his lips. I poked his sides and his eyes shot open, looking immediately in my way.

“Stop giggling at my words, I am serious.”

I didn’t sound angry at all, I was just trying to point out that I was serious and not playing a kind of joke.

“But where is he going to stay then if it works?”

“With me. Taemin already loves him and Shindong likes him too. Heechul was this morning asking at the company when you were going to stay again.”

I turned my explanation at the end towards my boyfriend, who was grinning from ear to ear.

“But let’s talk tomorrow further about the matter. It’s late and I need to work again tomorrow,” I said, yawning at the end of it. Joonmyun just smiled and nodded, leaving us alone in the living room. Also Key was trying to stand up, but I pulled him back down.

“I’m not going anywhere tonight.”

“You’re so silly.”

“I am not. I just care.”

“Okay then. But…then come in my room.”

“Don’t want to.”

I turned to my side so he was trapped between the backrest of the couch and my body. I got a big smile on my face.

“Now were much closer then a bed.”

“Really…you are silly at moments,” Key whispered back before placing a kiss on my cheek.

“Is that all I get?” I complained before kissing him passionately on his lips.

Chapter 24: Break down

teuksdaewoogun — Wed, 20 Jun 2012 20:09:42 +0200

Monday
11:56 am
Key’s room

I woke up from a sort of soft sniffling in the room. When I opened my eyes, I didn’t recognize it at first but then I remembered I was in Key’s room. I shot up, glancing in the first place next to me where Key would normally lay but he wasn’t there. Then I averted my eyes from where the sniffling came from.

He sat there in the corner of the room, back against the wall and his arms wrapped around his legs. His face was hiding between his tights. I stood up and walked over to him, but when I touched him he flinched. He hit me against my leg.

“Go away!” he sobbed, but choked at the end of it.

“You don’t have to hide. I’m he-“

“Go!” he yelled at me. He…yelled at me.

I sat down and wanted to hug him but he stood up. Finally I got a good look of his face. Remains of tears were still visible on his normally beautiful face.

“I stay with you.”

“I don’t want you to see me like this! Go! Leave me!”

How should I think of how he put the words? Leave him? In what way does he mean? More of those questions filled my mind. Key turned his back to me, right then I saw my chance and stood up. I tried to hug him from behind but he only started to hit me more.

“You don’t love a person like me! Leave! Get out!”

Normally I would be the one that has to be strong but a single tear escaped my eyes. I let go of him and stepped back.

“You know I love you,” I mumbled, trying to get him back to his normal self. He shook his head violently, stepping back towards the wall.

Right then Chanyeol walked in. He looks at me and then at my boyfriend, sighing deeply at the sight.

“Jungsu…I will handle this. You can stay with Sehun in the living room if you want,” I nodded to his question and made my way out of the room without any further disturbance.

I plumped down next to the maknae of the apartment. His normal poker face was changed into a pitiful expression.

“He will be normal again…soon. It’s just he doesn’t know himself anymore. He wants to forget what happened but then he gets confused,” Sehun said with that normally funny lisp. For me now…nothing was funny or pretty.

I just sat there, staring right in front of me to the playing TV. Sehun snuggled closer to me. He did that before also since he wanted some affection from his hyungs but they were busy with their own plans. So when I came around I just let him do it so he would shut up and don’t make the rest of us nervous.

“Hyung! Cheer up, please. I can’t see your face. It’s sad, it’s angry, it’s confused, depressed, fu-.”

“Sehun…please shut up.”

I don’t want to hear so much noise now. All I want is just to sit here and think about something that I could have done wrong.

—
Inside the room Chanyeol was busy trying to comfort his friend. Key laid flat on his stomach with his face buried in a pillow, sobbing so hard he would choke in that.

“He doesn’t love me anymore after this, Yeolie. He doesn’t want me.”

“Kibum… shut up. He carried you to the bathroom when you passed out. He was too scared to hurt you so he let Joonmyun do the work.”

Key turned his head towards Chanyeol, tears still streaming down his cheeks. The tall one just sat there with a smile on his face.

“Are you sure? Wasn’t it because he though I was filthy?”

Chanyeol sighed deeply and his smile disappeared from his face. His normal ‘Happy Virus’ character was gone and replaced by a serious version of Park Chanyeol. His eyes were serious and nowhere you could find a trace of happiness.

“He loves you. Even a child can see that.”

“Bu-“

“No ‘buts’. You have to stop and doubt about his feelings for you. That guy has been through a lot of relationships and problems. Yes, I heard that all from Jongin.”

Key didn’t know what to say back now, making Chanyeol feel inside like a winner. He knew he found a softer spot in the normal invincible diva from their apartment. Normally in a discussion you would lose since he always had tricks up his sleeves.

“Talk to him. Then you will know if he speaks the truth yes or no.”

“He lies…I’m sure of it.”

Chanyeol face-palmed himself really hard. How could this guy believe such nonsense? Who said such things?

“He is a good guy. Believe me.”

“I don’t want him to see me in a state like this.”

“So you don’t want him to see your vulnerable side?” Key nodded to the question, now Chanyeol knows where he has to go further with his interrogation.

“Why not?”

“Then he will think I’m weak and can’t function…”

“Don’t let your self-esteem drop.”

Key looked up to the tall one, still in his serious mood. He was in a way right. His self-esteem was low and made him insecure. Minutes passed without saying a word. Chanyeol made himself comfortable on the bed, not even turning back to his happy self.

“Chanyeol?”

“What?”

“Can I hug you?”

The younger was taken aback from the sudden question, but he nodded and lifted his arm so his hyung could hug him from the side. After that no words were said anymore. Key drifted off again into a sleep, leaving Chanyeol the only one awake. He wanted to stay longer like this to comfort his friend but…he doesn’t want to get raped too by Kangin.

When it was in the afternoon, he silently got away from the hug and walked out of the room. Jungsu was on the couch, sleeping with Sehun on his lap. The tall one woke up their maknae and they got their stuff to get changed downstairs in the club.

Minutes later Joonmyun came back, later then he had expected. He smiled when he found Jungsu asleep on the couch. The eldest roommate went to check on the diva, who also was fast asleep in his bed.

How he hoped everything would be like before the incident. He loved the couple and their lovey-dovey moments together in the apartment. How they would tease each other the whole time, making one of them squeal from excitement. Joonmyun stayed in Kibum’s room since you don’t know when he would wake up and start again. He stroked the slightly younger guy his hair, smiling when he thought how lucky Key is with a guy like Jungsu.

“Stay together forever,” Joonmyun whispered, smiling while he stopped stroking Key’s hair and looked at the wall.

Chapter 23: Maybe...

teuksdaewoogun — Sat, 16 Jun 2012 18:28:00 +0200

Monday
10:17 am
SM Entertainment building

Me, Heechul, Siwon, Kris & Minseob were having fun with decorating the poster all over the hallways in the building. We had the time of our lives; still deep inside me was there a feeling this day would turn into a long nightmare.

Siwon got a call and stepped out of the room. He smiled when he heard the voice on the other side and he replied with a ‘Hi Sungmin!’. From the corners of my eyes I could see that Heechul was getting in a way green of jealousy and on the other side very upset.

“Siwon is just calling Sungmin. He’s a good friend and works at that nightclub,” I mumbled, putting a hand on his shoulder, while smiling widely.

“Are you sure there is nothing between them?”

“Oh come on…Sungmin is the only straight worker there. At least…that’s what he told me and,” I leaned closer to his ear, “Siwon likes someone else then Sungmin.” I whispered that last part and that was enough to make Heechul turn around.

“Do you know who?”

I just shrugged and walked back to Kris to help him with the posters of BoA.

“Jungsu…” Siwon started from the door, making me turn around with a smile but when I saw his face I know this wasn’t any happy news. He gulped down his saliva and looked at me with sad eyes, biting his lips.

“Here,” he said, passing me his phone, which I could catch before it would fall down on the ground. I pressed it to my ear and waited for Sungmin to start but then nothing happened.

“What is happening? Sungmin?” I asked, getting worried with every second I didn’t have any reply from him.

“It’s Key…he…Kangin found out he was late and…that he has you…” Sungmin stammered on the other side, trying to find the words to tell me.

“So?”

“Kangin raped him.”

Those weren’t words I was hoping for. I clenched my jaw and started shaking violently. I shook from anger or from fear, from hate or sadness… I couldn’t describe what was going on in my body.

“I’m on my way.”

I passed Siwon his phone back and took all of my stuff together. Kris and Minseob didn’t know what was happening and called me back but I didn’t listen. Only Heechul followed me to the lift.

“What happened?” Heechul questioned, looking at me with a serious face. I wanted to reply but my words got stuck in my throat. I couldn’t say those words.

“I will be back later.”

After that I got in the lift and made the doors close as fast as possible. I needed to get there before I was too late. Once at the ground floor I earned looks from the co-workers.

“Where are you going, Mr Park?”

“Emergency case.”

I got outside and jumped in my car. I started the engine and waited for a good moment to drive away but this time I didn’t give a fuck about safety. Without a seatbelt I drove, not looking at any other person. If the cops find me, I wouldn’t give a damn.

When pulled up on the parking lot, I literally jumped out of the car, banged the door closed and locked the whole thing. My feet made me rush inside the building. At the bar was Sungmin, looking at me when I entered.

“Where?”

“They just took the lift up, take the stairs to the floor of them.”

I nodded to Sungmin and ran through the club, which was for once light and didn’t smell like beer and cigarettes. Once on the stairs I ran to the floor of their apartment, hearing Chanyeol and Joonmyun. I saw them carrying him, lifeless. Again I shook from the sight in front of me but I couldn’t let the boys suffer from carrying him. I got closer and helped to lift the boy.

“You came,” Joonmyun said, a small smile was on his face when he spoke the words. I only nodded, getting awfully quiet then I am normally. I had my boyfriend in bridal style and got him inside the apartment.

Sehun stood up, ready to whine but he stopped since he saw the lifeless form of Key in my arms.

“Did that happen again?” Sehun questioned, his eyes getting full of fear. Joonmyun nodded, while leading me to the bathroom. At least we should wash away all the blood from his body. Chanyeol took care of the youngest in their room while the eldest helped me with Key.

I couldn’t supress it any longer. I needed to ask why they said it happened before. I laid Key down on the cold floor of the shower they had. It seemed he wouldn’t wake up any time soon.

“Do you want to or me?” Joonmyun asked, kneeling in front of the boy’s body. I think I can’t take this.

“You have experience… I will wait outside,” I mumbled, turning around but not before glancing a last time at the unconscious boy. Once outside the bathroom, Sehun clung onto me, followed by Chanyeol who stood a bit further away.

“Is he alright?” Sehun asked me, looking up from my neck with slightly teary eyes.

“I hope so.”

I had trouble with myself to keep tears inside me. I need to be strong for Key, for the boys here…

“Chanyeol? Has this happened before?” I asked, but I actually didn’t expect an answer to that question. Chanyeol sighed before he started.

“2 years ago…He was actually only late at times. He didn’t have a secret lover like now but Kangin thought he had one, but actually…it was Jongin who stopped by all the time.”

I wanted to ask something else but my phone vibrated in the pocket of my pants. I took out the device only to see Taemin’s name appear there. I couldn’t decline that little brat, so I accepted the call.

“Hyung? Heechul said you ran away! What happened?!” he sounded really worried for me.

“Say to Jongin that it happened again.”

“Jung-“ he tried but I hung up because Joonmyun walked out of the bathroom. He looked up at me with a smile.

“Can you bring him to his bed?” the eldest of the apartment asked me and I nodded with a sad smile on his face. I went inside the room where Key was still unconscious but he was slowly waking up. I lifted him up and brought him to his room where I tucked him in his bed.

“Stay with him. I’ve to go for a hour so…” Joonmyun said, walking out of the room. He just followed to make sure nothing went wrong.

I lay down on his bed and stroked his face with the back of my hand.

Maybe… I should be his saviour.

Chapter 22: Rape.

teuksdaewoogun — Fri, 08 Jun 2012 16:00:39 +0200

Monday
10:03 AM
Kangin’s office.

The back of the elder man’s hand collided with the cheek of the young boy. Kangin, his boss, was furious to find out his favourite dancer was gone for the night, not telling where he went. And then he came late back.

“S-sorry, Kangin. I-I was s-stuck in the t-traffic,” Key stammered while hiding his face behind his hands, not showing how much he hurt him. The tears stung behind his eyes, ready to fall down.

“I don’t care. You have to be in time!” Kangin spat back again, ready to hit another time. His eyes were threatening the young boy in the corner of his office.

“Stand up,” Kangin said then, not showing any emotion in his voice. When Key wasn’t immediately on his feet he lost it again.

“Stand up you slut!” he yelled, grabbing roughly his arms and pulling him on his feet. He held onto him and then he hit the boy again, hard with the outside of his hand.

“You are going to listen to me form now on. And I also heard you have a little boyfriend?” Youngwoon snarled, pushing the boy on the bed like a piece of trash. When that happened, everybody in the club knows that, you could pray he was in a good mood or else you can fear the worst thing. Even though everybody had sex, it wasn’t that worse then when you had to deal with Kangin.

“Y-yes I w-will listen and… y-yeah I have a b-boyfriend,” Key answered because if you didn’t answer you get in even more trouble.

Youngwoon’s eyes darkened when the young boy said he had a boyfriend. A hard punch landed on the side of the boy’s face, making him fall on his side in pain. Key was mostly thinking now of Jungsu. How could he ever face him when this had happened?

“Pl-please…” Key begged in a whisper, crying from the pain in his face.

“I don’t show mercy in this case,” Kangin growled, pushing the boy flat on his stomach. A pair of shackles was roughly attached around his wrists. The younger squirmed around, trying to get him loose again but he failed. A kick in his ribs made him stop.

“Now you can choose. Or you are going to be a good boy and let me do this or you don’t corporate and I make you bleed,” the boss growled and at the end a sadistic undertone wasn’t far away. A hysterical laugh was released like you just got in a horror movie.

The boy swallowed the lump in his throat. He hoped Jungsu would still love him after this. He doesn’t want that the guy he loves leave him because of this. And on the other side he hoped this would be over quickly.

His pants got stripped off, followed by his briefs, leaving him there half-naked on the bed. Again he was trying to break loose but nothing will work. The younger’s head was roughly pulled put, Youngwoon’s face next to his.

“Last warning,” he spat, before dropping him back onto his stomach.

On the other side of the room, in the hallway, Joonmyun and Chanyeol were both listening to what was happening. Also the bartender Sungmin was with them. Joonmyun was as eldest from the apartment, the most worried about his friend. What will happen to him? Will he be okay and what about Jungsu, that wonderful guy who is his boyfriend?

“This isn’t going to end in a good way,” Chanyeol whispered more to himself then to the others.

“We must find Jungsu.”

Both of the other guys looked at Joonmyun who sat on the ground. Chanyeol also had the same thought but he didn’t dare to say it out loud.

“But…we don’t have his number?” Chanyeol then said, crushing their plans. All of them were interrupted by a loud, painful scream from inside the office. Joonmyun became white because of it.

“Where does he work?” Sungmin asked then, finally speaking. Chanyeol and Sungmin looked at each other, not really knowing what to say now. Chanyeol was in a deep thought of thinking when again a scream gave them goose bumps.

“SM…SM Entertainment. He is a producer!”

“Well…Siwon is there now. Maybe he can send him here…” Sungmin replied, thinking if it would be a good idea. Joonmyun stood up; finally he was able to get over the shock.

“Call Siwon and make him get Jungsu here as fast as possible. I don’t want to have a depressive Kibum again.”

Chanyeol nodded to the statement. Last time something like this happened with Key, was 2 years ago. They had to handle with a depressive version of him, which didn’t end up very well. It was close to a suicide but they could help him.

Sungmin left to the bar where he could call secretly. Joonmyun looked at Chanyeol like a lost puppy.

“I hope the past doesn’t return.”

Chanyeol’s normally hyper smile faded totally away and he became serious like before.

“It won’t.”

Back inside the room the screams turned into silent gasps and sobs with every thrust. He couldn’t do anything about it only hoping it would be over soon and then waiting for Jungsu to show up and save him or conform him.

He misses the soothing voice of the elder, his cute dimple when he smiles like an idiot or just his quarrels with Heechul.

“This is for being late,” Youngwoon grunted, thrusting hard, deep and painfully slow. More tears streamed down Key’s face. He wanted his boyfriend so badly, to be in his strong arms.

“And this one for breaking rule number 1.”

How could he forget rule number one? The most important rule that everybody breaks in the club but still…as long Kangin didn’t find it out you are save.

Rule 1: Do not become attracted to customers.

The silent tears still streamed down his face. He was exhausted, in pain and needed some comfort from somebody who doesn’t hurt him.

“Remember it for the rest of the days you’re here. No boyfriends until you’re free to go.”

There were some more hard and deep thrusts before Youngwoon finally came inside him. The elder pulled out and loosened the shackles. Right then the boy passed out and lay there unconscious.

“Stupid kid,” Kangin grumbled to himself and opened the door, where he found Chanyeol and Joonmyun waiting.

“Take him with you. I don’t want him to be around in the club the rest of the week,” Youngwoon commanded, walking outside the office and to his servant, Jonghyun. Both went inside and saw the passed out form of the boy.

“Now I really hope that Jungsu will come here in time,” Joonmyun mumbled, dropping onto his knees next to the boy. He tucked some of his locks behind his ears.

“He will, Myunnie. Believe me, Jungsu is a good guy. He will be there. I actually start to doubt if I ever will find a guy like him…” Chanyeol said, sighing afterwards since he was totally tired of this life.

“But now it’s not the moment to talk about your problems. Let’s get him up.”

They both lifted the still unconscious boy and walked to the elevator to go to the apartment. Kangin and his little brat were gone so only Sungmin was left in the club itself.

“Jungsu is coming here.”

Chapter 21: Shirtless

teuksdaewoogun — Wed, 06 Jun 2012 21:13:22 +0200

Monday
8:34 am
Leeteuk’s room.

Again he stayed a night with me in my room. We didn’t wake up from Taemin & Heechul their fighting this time. We slept longer and I was the first to wake up. Key is so cute when he is deep asleep. I had already taken a shower since everybody was gone and I had time enough.

I was smart enough to forget my shirt in the bedroom so I had to walk back to get it. When I opened the bathroom door I heard sound coming from the kitchen. So I decided to take a look there.

The delicious smell of breakfast invaded my nose and It led me to the kitchen where Key was cooking. A small smile appeared on my face.

I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his small frame, startling him lightly because of the surprise attack.

“Good morning, Jungie,” he mumbled, leaning into my touch. He slowly turned around and then wrapped his arms around my neck, pulling me a bit closer. Yeah, sometimes I let him take control but in the end I always win. Key kissed my lips, I was still wearing that smile on my face.

His hand travelled down to my body but then, I think, he noticed I didn’t wear any shirt. He stopped our kiss and turned shocked around.

“Is there something?” I asked, since I didn’t directly found the clue of his sudden change.

“You…”

“I, what?”

“Will you please put a shirt on?” he asked, still not turning around but I could see a shade of red creeping on his cheeks.

“Why?” I asked, a tiny laugh was in my voice when I lay my head on his shoulder.

“I…don’t know,” he sighed, finishing the food. Right there I saw my chance to make him look at me again. I gently gripped his wrist and spinned him around, so he would face me.

“Why wouldn’t you look at me?”

He didn’t answer me so I just took his hand and let it wander it over my toned stomach. His teeth sank into his bottom lip and he looked down and away from me. With my other hand, I lifted his chin and made him look at me.

Gently I pressed our lips together, in a sweet kiss. Now his both hands were on my abs.

“Hey, teenagers! Your room is at the other side of the apartment. And isn’t this the second time I find you 2 doing something like that?” Heechul mumbled, arms crossed at the doorpost.

“Yes it’s the second time.”

“But this I’m in time. Jungsu, don’t fuck him here okay? You should wear a shirt next time,” and there he got me.

I let go of Key and kissed him short on his lips before turning around and chasing Heechul.

“You bastard! You love it to interrupt isn’t it?” I yelled when we were running through small hallway. In the end he just hide in the bathroom.

“Next time I have you!” I yelled and hit the door with my fist.

I went back to kitchen just to see my boyfriend there in with a bewildered look on his face.

“What?” I asked him with a laugh.

“Previous time was…?”

“The day after I asked you to be my boyfriend…a week ago? He came in when we were kissing and you poked my abs that time.”

“Oh…right that time,” he said walking closer to me.

“But what was that earlier with me walking around like this?” I asked him before planting a small kiss on his lips again. I really can’t stop kissing him.

“Previous time I was just curious and poking you. I felt you were toned but now…I can’t look away from you. Your body is so…strong.”

I just had a smile on my face. Really…in all those years I never ever had such a cute guy as my boyfriend.

“And now you can touch it all and only you can…” I whispered sweetly before pressing a kiss on his cheek.

“Let’s eat since you have to go back today.”

He looked at the clock and saw he still had a bit of time left. I watched how he wanted to sit next to me but I pulled him onto my lap.

“We’re alone so…no need to act normal. And Heechul? Never mind him he has to go and work in a few minutes so.”

“Okay then,” he replied, rolling his eyes a bit. Key leaned into my embrace and let his head rest onto my shoulder, once in a while taking a bite from his food. Heechul finally came out of his room and joined us at the table.

“So…today you don’t have much work on the company. They needed some help with spreading posters around in the dancerooms. You want to help me?” Heechul asked while looking with a smile at us.

“Sure.”

We ate our breakfast but then I saw the time. We have to hurry if he doesn’t want to get find out. I ran into the bedroom and changed into my shirt while Key was having a quick shower. I waited for him in the living room and after some minutes he came out.

“Let’s go,” I said, grabbing his hand and dragging him to the garage where the car was parked.

The traffic was slow and we couldn’t drive faster or take a short cut. From the corner of my eyes I could see he was getting nervous from it. If he isn’t in time there could be a punishment.

I laid my hand on top of his and looked to him. He was really starting to panic. I tried to squeeze his hand a bit so he would calm down but nothing really worked.

We stopped in front of the building later then expected. I kissed his cheek and hugged him one last time.

“Call me when there is something,” I said, letting go of him so he could enter the building. Hopefully he wasn’t too late.

I drove away but I had a bad feeling all the time. I couldn’t concentrate on the route to the building.

Once inside I felt like my mood dropped seriously. I went to the floor where Siwon always is. He also will help with the new posters.

“Jungsu? What happened?” the tall one asked with concern in his voice. I couldn’t look up from the floor. Also Heechul came over.

“What happened, Jungie?” my best friend asked worried.

“I’ve a bad feeling… that something is going wrong with Key.”

“Why?”

“He was late back at the apartment.”

-Leeteuk shirtless is meant as in this:

or this way

(cr: to the owners)

Chapter 20: The unexpected

teuksdaewoogun — Tue, 05 Jun 2012 19:02:28 +0200

Wednesday
9:34 PM
Nightclub.

I hovered my boyfriend while my fingers were working on his stomach. Don’t think any further; I was just tickling him since he made a stupid remark on buying that phone for him.

Key was rolling all the time to his sides, trying to get my hands of him, but it didn’t work at all. Only a kick against my groin made me fall of him.

“That hurts,” I hissed while I had my hands on the attacked place and I rested on my forehead. The pain was really…indescribable. It really hurts.

“Sorry Jungsu,” he said, wrapping his arms around my shoulders while I was just thinking of better things then that pain. In the end I could sit up again and he was in front of me. He pressed a kiss on my lips while his hand was playing with some locks of my hair.

Of course I kissed him back, forgetting my pain and pushing him down on his back again.

We parted from some air and then I looked long and deep in his eyes. He is really a beautiful boy and it’s such a shame he has do to such a job to get money to pay a small apartment.

Somewhere I wanted to take it a bit further. Or maybe it’s to early for that. I mean with that kissing using our tongues.

“Jungsu?” his voice broke my train of thoughts and I looked at him again, not that weird staring.

“What?”

“You were spacing out.”

“I know I was just thinking.”

“About what?” he asked, somewhere he sounded concern and worried it was something bad. Ah…I love this boy already. Just because he loves me so much as I do.

I sighed since I don’t know how I should say it to him. I feel so…like I’m taking it too fast again. Like when I was a younger guy.

“I…what if…we,” I couldn’t continue and just rolled of him and laid down next to him, staring up at the ceiling. I don’t want to be the Don Juan I was back then. I changed in America and I want to keep up that change. This time I really have the feeling that I love this kid.

He rolled onto his side and let his hand play with my fingers, taking them and slowly intertwining his. I rolled my head to the side and looked over at him. His beautiful smile was on his face, his eyes were focused on my hand and then you realise this kid isn’t fully yours.

“I love you,” I mumbled, getting his attention back to my face. He just chuckled and became red as a tomato.

“What? Why are you laughing now?” I acted like I was hurt.

“It’s just…I never had a boyfriend before…so…I don’t know how to act sometimes.”

Oh come on! Can someone get cuter then this? His hand left mine and I turned on my side. Maybe I should tell him now what I wanted to say before.

“I was thinking earlier…should we take it slowly to a higher level?”

“What to a higher level?” he sounded shocked. Good job, Jungsu! Now he starts to think of you again as a stupid playboy!

“Just our kisses or…maybe it’s too early.”

“You mean…using our tongues?” I only nodded to the question. He roughly grabbed my shirt and pressed his lips on mine, making him the one in control now. I only grinned when he did that, but I made him now his place again when I slowly let my tongue slide on his lower lip. He opened his mouth a bit and I slipped in my wet muscle.

Right then when our tongues were is a dance, the door swung open. A guy appeared there.

“You! Get away from my bitch,” he growled lowly while I pulled away from Key. When I turned I totally recognized that face. Anger boiled inside of me while I tried to remain calm at the outside.

I think Key noticed it and grabbed my hand, squeezing it a bit but his try to hold me calm failed.

“You are the one leaving now,” I snapped at the guy, rolling from the bed and standing up. Key desperately tried to hold me down, but he ended spread out on the full width of the bed.

“Oh yeah? And who are you to decide that, punk?”

I just tilted my head to the side, staring at him with the corner of my upper lip raised. My hands were clenched in fists. The guy found it hilarious in a way since he started to laugh.

“Oh really? You are going to defend him? That slut?”

And that was it. I launched myself, like the previous time to him and pushed him up against the wall.

“Listen to me, asshole. You are now going to leave my boyfriend and me or I kick your ass. Don’t dare to go to his boss or I kick your ass. And never say a word to the police or I kick your ass. If you ever fuck him in the near future…I kill you,” I threatened him, pushing him with every sentence more against the wall.

“Oh I beat you previous time so why wouldn’t I do it now again?”

“Guys stop it!” was a shaky yell from behind me. I turned around and saw how my boyfriend (I’m still not very used to this.) was tearing up on the bed.

Instantly I let the guy go and turned around to go over to his side.

I wrapped my arms around his shaky body and he buried his face in the crook of my neck, his hand gripping my shirt tightly.

“I think I will go now,” the other guy said, probably shocked from what happened.

“Remember what I said…”

A ‘yes’ was said back in return and he disappeared again.

“It’s okay. I have you,” I whispered in his ear, resting my head on his shoulder while hugging his body closer to my own. He choked on a sob when he wanted to say something.

“I…This reminded me of my past,” he finally said, letting go the words he wanted to say but were held back all the time. I let a bit go of him and pressed my lips on his forehead, waiting for him to relax.

“It’s okay…”

“I love you, Jungsu. You just don’t know how much. Why did you ch-,” he rambled but I stopped him with putting a finger on his lips and turning his head towards me so I could look into his eyes.

“I love you too.”

I kissed him full on his lips, trying to make him shut up before he starts actually his new rambling part.

After our kiss (without tongues) he looked deep into my eyes.

“Love me,” he said to me, panting really hard. I know he didn’t mean it in the perverted way so I just smiled at his words.

“Always.”

Chapter 19: Present

teuksdaewoogun — Sun, 03 Jun 2012 14:34:52 +0200

Wednesday
10:53 AM
Key’s apartment.

It was early for Key to wake up at that time. He yawned and rolled onto his side, smiling when he saw the picture he got from Jungsu. He never felt any love in his life; he didn’t know what people like so much of it, until he met that producer.

There was a knock on the door, something that rarely happened, only when it was something personal or if it was Jungsu.

“Yeah,” he mumbled, turning onto his back.

The door opened and Chanyeol walked inside. In his hands he had a small package around it was a ribbon.

“A little kid gave this to me at the door.”

He put the package on the bed, sitting on the edge. Key took the small package and studied it carefully. The ribbon was in pink, his favourite colour.

“What do you think it is?”

“I don’t know.”

As a little kid he opened the package, only to let out an ‘O.M.G.’ afterwards. The package was a new phone, just like he wanted. Attached to it was a small post-it note.

‘Keybummie,

When you started complaining about that new phone, when I got at the building I thought about it…I never gave you a present since we are together…Okay it’s only our 3^rd day but just from before it.

These phones are really some badass things; only don’t be too rough with it. I already opened the box and installed it. Yes, my number is already in it. You only need to transfer your number.

Call me when you got it.

X Jungie’

A smile was spread across his face. Chanyeol, who was trying to read the note, frowned when he read the last word. “Jungie?”

Key finally woke up from his stupid trance and looked over to Chanyeol.

“Uh…Yeah. I call him that.”

“How cute! You 2 are so great together. When are you finally going to be together?” Chanyeol asked, going back into his hyperactive state.

“You don’t know? It’s our 3^rd day as a couple,” Key mumbled with a blush covering his cheeks. The mouth of Chanyeol fell onto the ground.

“No? Really? That’s so great but…Kangin.”

“I know Chanyeol… I’ve to hide it.”

—

“Thanks kiddo!” I said to the kid who brought the present to the apartment, handing him the candies I promised him and the bit of money.

All I have to do now is waiting for a call. I sat behind my steering wheel and drove to the SM building. Today was some discussing about which kind of music would fit the best to some lyrics.

I was too early there, so I sat with Siwon behind the desk. Heechul was also there, cleaning the place and glancing now and then towards Siwon. Maybe it’s time for some coupling.

“Siwon?”

“Yeah?” he mumbled absent-mindly.

“Do you like somebody?” I asked with a smile on my face.

“How do you mean it?” he replied back and turned towards me, raising his eyebrow.

“Do you like someone as in ‘are you in love’?”

He looked at me for a long time and then his eyes slide to the side, in the direction of Heechul. Said one was dancing to the songs he was listening to. A small smile was on Siwon’s face.

“Heechul?”

“What Heechul?”

“Do you like Heechul?” I was totally hoping that it was a yes so I could tease my best friend.

“Maybe,” he mumbled, looking down at his work. Before I could start and tease him some more, my phone started to ring and I got my phone. A smile appeared on my face when I saw who was calling me. I pushed the green button, waiting for him to start speaking.

“Jungsu? What is this?” he asked but I could hear a laugh in his voice, so that means he likes my present.

“A present. Isn’t that something lovers give?” I laughed at the other side.

“But I can’t give you anything back!”

“Your love is enough for me,” I said earning a ‘ah so cute’ from Heechul at the other side of the desk. Siwon was also smiling to me.

“Are you coming tonight?”

“Sure.”

After that the conversation was finished. We said goodbye and hung up. Heechul was standing there, a big smile all over his face.

“When are you 2 going to get married?”

And that’s a reason why I sometimes hate Heechul. He never can shut up when I have a new boyfriend, within days he starts saying thinks like that.

“I don’t know?” I shrugged and he knows very well I am pissed off now. So he turned around, walking down the hall and started there with the rest of his cleaning route.

“I’m happy that the kid finally has someone,” Siwon than stated, writing something down on the papers.

“How do you mean?”

“All of the others there had at least once someone they could love. He never got somebody like that. He was always alone and beaten up by our boss.”

“He never told me that,” I mumbled, looking down at my phone. Maybe I should ask him that later today.

“He is very distant to most of the others in the club. Only those 3 guys that live with him in that apartment,” Siwon said again and looked up at me. “He opens finally up.”

“I feel bad for him. He can do so much more.”

“I know but there is only one way to get him free from Kangin.”

“How?”

“You must buy him.”

“Buy him?!”

Chapter 18 :「Filler」Complaining

teuksdaewoogun — Sat, 02 Jun 2012 18:10:37 +0200

Tuesday
2:45 PM
Nightclub, backside.

We were sitting in his room in the back of the nightclub. It was closed now, but still sometimes clients come at this hour. Siwon is at SM so the other bartender opened the door for me. His name was Sungmin or something. He seemed a nice guy who just as Siwon was working at the wrong place.

His boss wasn’t there and even the second chief was nowhere to be found. Good thing that was for us.

We lay on his bed or better; Key was laying on me, his head was on his hands while looking up at me.

“Jungsu?”

I only hummed in response while I stared down at him again.

“Should I buy a new cell phone?”

I only raised my eyebrow at him. Why does he start about that so suddenly?

“What’s wrong with the one you have?”

His hands pushed his body up from me, but he caused me some pain since he pushed really hard on my chest. His eyes were wide like I just said the worst thing in the world.

“It’s an old thing!” he complained, pouting afterwards. I just grinned at his face. “What do you want that I do about it?” I said with that grin still on my face and I placed one of my hands on his hip, the other tucked behind my head.

“I just asked your opinion of buying a new one.”

“You’re so easy to tease,” I grinned, sticking my tongue out after it. All I got from it was a punch on my chest.

“Yah!” he pouted, making him incredible cute. My hand on his hip moved up and pulled his chin down, also bending the rest of his body down. I kissed lightly his pouting lips.

At first he didn’t kiss me back, making me impatient - a bit - so I pressed my lips harder on his.

“You little brat,” I mumbled against his lips, again a punch landed on my chest when I said that. Finally he kissed me back, leaning lower and gripped my shirt tightly. My hand went back to his hip and in the end I tapped his ass a little bit. He let one of his hands go and gripped my wrist.

Chapter 17: Morning after.

teuksdaewoogun — Fri, 25 May 2012 21:55:09 +0200

Monday
7:03 AM
Leeteuk’s room.

“Taemin! Hurry up! If you continue like this you will be late!” Heechul voice boomed through the whole apartment, waking me up instantly. I hate it when Heechul yells at his little brother.

I looked in my arms only to find my lovely boyfriend still asleep, his chest slowly rising up and down while his arms were tight around me. A smile crept onto my face. Who can’t love such an adorable boy? But yet he is so broken.

“Heechul? Where is my bag?!” Taemin yelled on the hall, making the situation a lot worse. Feet were running through the hall, going from the living room to the kitchen to the bathroom back to the living room and then in the bedroom. Every morning it’s the same fucking ritual.

“What’s with the noise?” the boy in my arms yawned, opening his feline eyes and looking up to me.

“Like I warned, Taemin.”

I leaned down and pecked for a second his beautiful lips. “We’re also going to get up since I need to work in the afternoon,” I announced unwrapping my arms and slowly getting up.

“Please, just stay with me longer.”

I smiled at his cuteness. My arms were again wrapped around him. Holding him close to my body.

“You said you would explain me something today,” Key mumbled suddenly. I held my breath for a second, since I don’t know what do to now. I mean that’s a part of my life I wanted to forget.

I sighed deep and licked my lips trying to find the right words.

“When I was in University I was known as a playboy,” I whispered while looking up at the ceiling. Great, now he is going to think something. “I did it with a lot of guys.”

His eyes were almost falling out of his skull because of this news. I have to make sure he isn’t going to think of me like a super jerk and that he goes away from me now.

“Let me explain the whole story, okay?” he nodded, still not believing the news he got today.

“Before I found out I was gay, I dated some girls but I was never satisfied. I decided in high school to go for some guys. There I had my first big love. We were the perfect couple, even the weren’t jealous over us, so perfect is how they called us. But then he dated behind my back some girl. I was heart broken and locked myself in my room of months. We were 2 years together. I never had sex with him but since that happened I started to play with everybody.

“My first time was actually with Heechul here. We are since that day very close friends. I’ve done it with a lot of guys during the period of University, that’s when he broke up with me. In America, like I told you I had a new boyfriend there and the rest I told you. I didn’t feel love for 3 months. Until…Now.”

The boy in my arms looked at me with big eyes.

“Jungsu…” he sounded like he was having pity with me. I leaned down and captured his lips again.

“Should we get up?” Key asked me with a smile after our small kiss. I nodded and he dragged me to the kitchen. Once there we saw that Shindong was in there, just smiling at us with a spoon full of his breakfast.

“You guys were quiet last night,” he joked and I punched him against his shoulder, making him spill the food on the table. My lovely boyfriend was already off to make our breakfast for us. He grabbed some of the food from the fridge. I sat down next to Shindong, who was smiling at me.

“I’m going now,” he said then suddenly, leaving us alone in the kitchen. Heechul would be back in some minutes, so we have some quality time now for us. I stood up, sneaking behind him, before wrapping my arms around the boy. He was startled at first but then stopped his cooking for a second, since he was waiting until it boiled. Key turned around facing me.

“Little man,” my boyfriend, teased me, poking me in my stomach. I looked down at his fingers that poked my abs. I had my hands on his butt, before kissing him there. It was very sweet at the beginning but passionate at the end, still we didn’t use our tongues in the kisses we shared.

“Good morning my little turtle doves,” Heechul sang when he walked in our apartment and no we didn’t bother to stop our kiss.

“Hey! No sex in the kitchen!” He yelled behind me and I stopped our kiss, we had to break for air too, turning around to face my best friend. He had a smile on his face, from ear to ear and clapped his hand like a little kid.

“I’m so happy you are having a new love again, Jungsu. I was scared to hell when you tried to kill yourself in America.”

I had to let go of my sexy boyfriend and sat back down on the chair, Heechul plumping down next to me.

“You have to tell me something about Taemin, Jungsu,” he started out of nowhere.

“Why?”

“I think he has a boyfriend.”

I just acted like I didn’t know that Jongin was his sweetheart. And I couldn’t deny but those 2…they are so cute.

“Oh really?”

“I heard kissing sounds out of his room…and Jongin was here so…”

I couldn’t hold it and chuckled a bit, before he could ask something, Key put the food on the table.

“Jungsu? Can you bring me back before 10? Because then Kangin will check on us. Especially me since was my free day.”

I nodded while taking a bite of his food, which was delicious. Heechul, who also got a plate, was in the seventh heaven with every bite he took.

“Key, you have to stay here more!”

He looked confused at the idiot of this house, who only smiled at him.

“This is the best food I ever got here!”

A shy smile with a blush was on his face, while he turned away from him. I got my arm around his shoulder and kissed his cheek. “Cutie,” I whispered in his ear, making him even redder.

“Stop it, Jungsu!”

I love to this him, since he always ends up blushing.

After we finished our plates, Heechul had the honour to wash them. In the mean time I dressed myself in the bathroom while Key did that in my bedroom. I brushed my teeth and when my boyfriend was ready I gave him my spare toothbrush.

We left afterwards, leaving Heechul on the couch with some drama. In the car we talked and talked for minutes.

Once in front of his apartment the mood dropped again. You could sense he didn’t want to get out. I leaned closer and had his chin between my thumb and forefinger. He looked deep into my eyes, kissing for the last time his lips. I broke away from a second, before kissing his upper lip a bit.

“Have fun on your work, Teukie,” he teased me and was about to get out. “I call you later today,” I replied, stroking his jawline with my thumb before pulling away to let him out.

“Bye, bye baby.”

Chapter 16: Goodnight.

teuksdaewoogun — Thu, 24 May 2012 17:00:00 +0200

#4yearswithSHINee

Sunday
10:59PM
Leeteuk’s apartment

We walked hand in hand through the corridor; Key was blushing and giggling all the time. I opened the door, letting go of his hand to kick out my shoes.

“TEUK!” a voice shrieked through the apartment, of course such a high-pitched one belonged to Taemin. The young boy rushed around the corner almost jumping on me.

“Oh…Hi Key!” he smiled when he noticed I wasn’t alone anymore.

“Hi Taemin.”

“Dude! I need your help! Chul is going to kill me when he comes back from his cleaning round,” Taemin spoke fast, like he had no time to waste.

“What happened then?”

“I broke the shower…”

“Idiot!” I hissed grabbing his collar and dragging him towards the bathroom but not before telling Key he could sit in the couch.

“Why is he here, hyung?”

“I asked him to be my boyfriend…” I whispered, blushing a bit.

“You did? You finally did?”

I nodded to his question and he let out a high-pitched sound. “But then why is he here?”

“He is going to spend the night here. He can’t get in now since the rest of the boys are out.”

A sneaky grin was on the boy’s face. I know what he was thinking of…first the incident of the porn-magazine and now this.

“Not for that! Now let me see the shower problem,” I mumbled and stepped inside the douche cell looking at the problem. The shower rose was hanging loose, a chance of breaking and falling on someone’s head was high. I started to tighten it again.

“Tae? Turn the water on,” I demanded him, waiting for any action but then I got wet. I screamed ‘off’ to him and stepped out. “Tighten it more, then it will work.”

I shook, threw my shirt away, getting an extra one that I always keep in the bathroom when I forget to take mine.

Pissed as I was, I went out of the bathroom back to the living room. I was relieved when he just sat there, talking to Shindong.

“Dong! Off!” I told the bulky guy, who just smiled to my boyfriend and walked off then. “Sorry, Jung. I didn’t mean to steal him! Goodnight!” he said teasingly, punching my shoulder when he walked past me to his room.

I plumped down on the couch next to my boyfriend. I think he still didn’t got the fact that we are together because when I sat down I moved closer but he backed away.

My body leaned closer to him; capturing his lips in a sweet kiss again. The front door opened and closed, 2 voices interrupted our moment alone. “JONGIE!” Taemin yelled, running through the living room to his boyfriend who came here with Heechul. “Guess who is here!”

I didn’t care at that moment, only wrapping my arms around the younger boy pulling him close to my body.

Jongin walked in, Taemin clinging onto him. “Key?” the youngest asked, not sure how he should act.

We stopped being all cuddly and touchy when Jongin said his name. He looked at us like he expected this to happen. “You know Key?” Taemin questioned him with a raised brow.

“His friends get old schoolbooks since they can’t study…”

“Oh…but now let’s go!” Taemin said, dragging the younger guy behind him towards his room. Those 2 are such a sweet couple together.

But after that first intruder, a second walked in with a big smile on his face. “Are you 2 finally together?” he asked, sounding like a 5 year old who just saw his parents making out. I put a smile on my face, nodding in his direction. “I knew it!” he sang, plumping down on the other couch.

“Chul…we’re going to sleep,” I announced, hoping he won’t start his cross-examine about us.

“Yeah, sleep…don’t make too much noise, Jungsu.”

“What has everybody here with thinking about sex? I mean you all know I am not like that.”

“You were 5 years ago. In the last 3 years you changed so…okay I was joking.”

He ran away quickly before he got me chasing him down the hall. I sighed, knowing that the things I wanted to forget were now coming back to me and immediately revealed to my new boyfriend.

“I explain this tomorrow, okay?” I asked because I know he would be asking this. “Okay,” he answered to me a bit shyly.

“Let’s go,” I whispered pulling him up from the couch, leading him to my bedroom. “You can borrow some of my clothes to sleep in and you can change here, I will be in the bathroom,” I explained, kissing him on his cheek when I was about to go to the bathroom.

There I just changed into a tank top and a short pants. I checked myself in the mirror again before brushing my teeth one last time. While skipping out of the bathroom, I couldn’t resist and listen for a second at the door of Taemin. No sounds? I was so hoping those 2 would be more intimate. The kids are old enough…in my calculation. Heechul forbids them until Taemin is from the school or in a group.

I chuckled a bit; I love them as a couple.

I walked back into the bedroom and saw Key was already dressed in one of my shirts and a pair of shorts. He was just lying on the bed, staring up at the ceiling. I jumped on the back, landing next to him on my side.

My lips found his and I kissed him lightly, waking him up out of his trance.

When I pulled back I smirked a bit because I love how he wakes up from his trance, like a little kid.

I went underneath the blanket, wanting to wrap him in my arms but…I hesitated. He is my boyfriend but…

He turned around, blushing a bit before moving closer to me, cuddling up to me. His face was buried in my chest; his hands were also on the same place or lower, on my abdomen.

“I love you, Jungsu,” he whispered while I wrapped my arms around him and my head rested on top of his.

“I love you too, Keybum,” I whispered back, but then I felt some movement since he was looking up at me now.

“Keybum?”

“Yeah since we have a friend with the same name, so when I talk about you here, I mostly used that name,” I replied with an idiotic smile on my face, showing off my dimple.

“Pabo.”

“Thank you for that compliment, but you better sleep now, since Taemin will wake us up early.”

“Goodnight.”

Put a band in my ask box and I will say if I like them, don't like or don't know.

teuksdaewoogun — Sat, 19 May 2012 16:31:41 +0200

Chapter 15: 'I love you'

teuksdaewoogun — Sat, 19 May 2012 12:09:21 +0200

Sunday
7:46PM
Outside the apartment.

That boy is already 16 minutes to late. I started to send him a text message that he has to hurry up, before I run inside and drag him outside, done or not. After I sent the text, I tapped on top of my steering wheel.

Seconds after the message he ran outside the building, dressed like a diva but still normal. He opened the door and got in.

“Finally…”

“Sorry, Jungsu. I couldn’t decide what to wear,” he apologizes, looking down at the floor.

“I’m not mad. But now I’ve to drive really hard,” I stated and drove away from the small parking lot, next to the street. You should know that I’m not the best driver around town. “I’m so nervous,” Key said after some seconds. “You shouldn’t be. They won’t bite,” I said, smiling to him.

We drove awhile and ended up at the building of the party, it’s in an apartment of one of the other guys. We got out of the car and walked inside.

“Are you sure this is a good plan?”

“Absolutely sure.”

We got in the lift, together with one of the other guys that was invited. I remember him from somewhere. Finally I remembered his name.

“Junsu?”

“Yeah?”

“Junsu! Don’t you remember me? Jungsu? Hyukjae’s friend…”

“Jungsu! Buddy! I haven’t seen you in such a long time!” the guy said clapping hands with me. It’s good to see old people from school or just from parties. We got on the floor, chatting happily with each other.

“Jaejoong is also here,” Junsu stated when they walked inside the party, were the music was playing.

“Wait I get him!” Junsu said, disappearing in the crowd of people. I looked to my side and saw how Key was looking like a lost kitten. I wrapped an arm around his shoulder, making him look at him.

“Cheer up, kiddo!” I said but it seems that it was a wrong statement.

Junsu came back with not only Jaejoong but also his long lover, Yunho.

“Jungsu! You’re still alive!” he said hugging me tightly. I missed these kids after high school. They were together in our close group of friends.

“Jungsu,” Yunho said, at first just giving me a hand but then I pulled him closer and hugged him for a while. “I’ve a boyfriend, remember?”

“Sorry Jaejoong but you know I love to hug him,” I said with a stupid smirk plastered on my face. “Jungsu…your pretty boy ran off,” Junsu said, making me aware that I wasn’t paying any attention to Key.

“Where is he?”

“I don’t know? Check the balcony?”

With that I skipped backwards, turning to my side and pushed everybody out of my way, in order to find Key. And like Junsu guessed, he was standing on the balcony, staring in the dark night sky. I opened the door and went outside, ending up next to him.

“Sorry I left you,” I mumbled guilty and looked down at my feet, not that they were interesting at that moment but I couldn’t find another point of fix on when I was next to him.

“It’s nothing. You can hang around with your friends,” he whispered in a shaky voice when he looked for a second at me but then back into the sky. For that split second, I think I saw some tears in his eyes, ready to fall.

“But…I came here with you so.”

“Who wants me Jungsu? I’m a filthy, ugly, dumb prostitute that ran away from home to chase his tears. See where I ended, in an apartment with 3 more guys and heroine al around me. Nobody wants me!”

I sighed deeply when I heard this. Does he really think that low of himself all the time? When I sang the some random text once on his bed, I think I meant it for real. How to put it…I think I love this boy. In 6months I didn’t feel anything like this, until I saw him. His high cheekbones, his feline eyes, his cute nose and perfectly shaped lips…everything was better then I could wish for.

“You’re beautiful.”

“No, Jungsu! I’m not! Look at me…I’m a filthy junkie. Why did you take me here in the first place? Everybody here is…perfect, has high job and me…”

“Key…you are one of the most beautiful persons I ever met…There must be someone that you like or someone who loves you,” I said, pleading to him so he won’t get any weird thoughts now. With the last part of my pleading, I hoped that person would be me. Only me.

“Yes, I love somebody but yet I think he won’t like me…even though we see each other a lot,” he whispered, looking down over the balustrade to the street where cars were passing by.

Somewhere deep inside my body, it felt like he was speaking about me as the person that won’t like him.

“J-Jungsu I…I think…I…l-love you,” he stammered, looking into the sky where the stars were twinkling brightly.

I chuckled when I heard those words. Oh come on he is so cute.

But then I became serious again, taking deep breathes. I better ask this now or I won’t have a second chance.

“Be my boyfriend.”

And at that time it felt like the world stopped for a while. Only us. We were the last persons on the world and I stepped closer to him.

“Are y-you sure?”

“One-hundred and one pre cent.”

He was turned toward me; we stood so close that our bodies touched each other while I was losing myself in those dark brown feline eyes. I leaned closer to him, tilting my head a bit to the side before I slightly touched his upper lip. He was so startled at first, his eyes were wide open and he was a bit pulling back. Then I closed my eyes, waiting for a response that came in the end.

It felt so amazing. His perfect lips on mine while his hands were searching for the best place to stay, which were in the end my shoulders.

My hand was stroking his soft cheek and the other was on his back, pulling him a bit closer to my own body.

Our kiss was sweet and gentle, nowhere was a trace of pure want or something like that. A thing that happened when, he dances at the club with all those men around him.

I let go of him, opening my eyes while I was straightening my back again. He is really an adorable young man when he was like that, frozen in his spot and a slight blush spread upon his cheeks.

“Don’t you think it’s disgusting?” he spoke up again, opening his eyes, the cute boy was gone.

“What? Kissing you?” he nodded to my question. “You’re perfect, remember?” I whispered in his ear before placing a kiss on his forehead. “I love you, Key.”

Ask me

teuksdaewoogun — Fri, 18 May 2012 19:24:37 +0200

ilstarindustries:

My OTP’s (In the same band & outside)

My favorite member

Top 3/5/10’s

My music except K-Pop. (Put a band in my box and I will say if I like them or not)

Let’s start?

Chapter 14: Heroine.

teuksdaewoogun — Fri, 18 May 2012 10:46:14 +0200

Monday
6:24 PM
The apartment.

It’s been 2 weeks of seeing each other. One day it would be in the club, another day we would be in the park. Heechul even found us one day and was acting like a girl whom just saw her favourite idol pass by.

I knocked on the front door of the small apartment where the boys live. A guy opened the door a bit to have a look, which was knocking.

“Who are you?” the boy asked, a small lisp was detected in his sentence.

“Jungsu, I come for Key,” I said with a smile on my face. The boy opened the door more. “You’re his secret admirer? He told us a lot about you.”

“Who is it?” a guy with a deep voice yelled from the couch.

“Key’s boyfriend,” the boy said with a grin on his face. I just chuckled; I’m not hurt by it… actually it was quiet fun.

“Oh! Him!” the deep voice said in a shocked voice. The boy jumped of the couch, his orange or brown hair bounced on his head when he skipped over.

“Park Chanyeol,” he said and bowed in front of me.

“I’m Jungsu, Park Jungsu,” I introduced myself again.

“I’m Sehun by the way. Joonmyun isn’t here. He is the oldest of the housekeeping. Key is in his room, over there,” the boy, named Sehun, said and pointed in the end at a door next to the living room.

I smiled and bowed, while I made my way towards the door. I knocked it but no answer. Repeating that action several times before I opened the door.

Key was standing there, shirtless and his back was facing me. Around his left upper arm was a strap, so veins would be more visible. In his hands I could see he had a syringe filled with a liquid. I found out one of those days in the club that he is using drugs. Is he really going to do it in front of me? The needle was close to the vein, ready to inject.

“Key, stop it, now,” I spoke up in a stern but gentle voice. He was startled when I called his name. He held the syringe away from him.

“Why should I?” he said back, not even bothering to look at me.

“You’re wasting your life. Don’t you ever think of people that care?” I mumbled looking at ground after that. Finally he turned around, looking at me and I slowly lifted my head back up to see his face.

“Nobody cares.”

“Those 3 here do and me! And Taemin!”

“That’s it?”

God…how can he be so distant, again? Key’s eyes fell back on the syringe in his hands, holding it again closer to his arm. I had to do something, so I made my way over to him and got right behind him.

“Don’t do it,” I whispered, looking at him through the mirror in front of him. He looked at me with his most arrogant face, but if you look closer you could find fear and inability. I put my hand on his shoulder. “Please.”

Tears started to form in his eyes, his hand started shaking but he still held it pointed to his arm. A sob was heard and he looked at me again.

I got the chance and took the syringe out of his hands, putting it away on the small table. His hands went to his face to hide his embarrassment while the tears run from his cheeks. I held my mouth shut as I was trying to loosen up the strap around his arm. That one was off and I threw it also on the table. He turned around, looking at me with red, puffy eyes.

“You can cry,” I mumbled while I took his shaking body in my arms, holding him close to me. Even though he was a bit taller then me, he still buried his face in my chest, making it wet.

“I’m sorry, Jungsu. I’m so sorry,” he cried, almost choking on the words he spoke. I started to stroke his hair so he would calm down.

“It’s okay, Key. I’m not mad, I was just so worried about you.”

I picked him up in bridal style and carried him over to his bed, laying him down on his mattress. It wasn’t the best one, but right enough for what they can have. In the door were 2 curious faces watching the scene. That tall boy stood with a big smile on his face and lightly clapping his hands. The younger looked at him with a poker face, but I think I can say that we was thinking something in the way of ‘Are you normal?’

I turned away from them again and focused on the boy –who was lying on his side- on the bed. I laid myself down on his bed, embracing him again. One of my hands was on his lower back while the other was in his blonde hair.

I heard how the front door opened and closed again.

“I’m back!” a new voice yelled through the apartment. Feet were coming closer to here, so I could guess that the other 2 were still standing there.

“Stt! Joonmyun! This is such a cute scene!” the lisping boy spat to the new one in the room. I didn’t pay any more attention to the boys in the door and continued with Key.

“Do you want to go out? Shopping? Or something else?” I asked, playing with his hair while I waited for any reaction.

“Let us just stay here,” the boy whispered in a hoarse voice. I nodded and held him closer to my body.

“You need to help me next Sunday. That’s why I came,” I spoke up after a long silence, the boy almost asleep in my arms.

“What do you want?”

“Come with me to a party of the company to celebrate a new collaboration with another big corporation.”

“You take me to a party? A high-class party?”

It seems that made him stop being a mess in my arms and he looked up at me with a curious face.

“It’s not that high…you don’t need a perfect suit, just comfortable clothes that look nice,” I smiled to him and he just made his way out of my arms. He crawled to the edge and sat there.

“Why me? Couldn’t you ask Heechul?”

“Heechul works in SM as a cleaner so they know him.”

“Taemin?”

“Date with Jongin and he is a trainee.”

“That Shindong guy?”

“He is always gone.”

I sighed because… is he really going to say other names?

“Your sister?”

“No! You are coming with me. Don’t have such a negative image of yourself,” I muttered and sat up straight again, slowly moving toward the boy. I wrapped my arms around his small waist. He jumped a bit but I just shushed him. “Relax, I’m not going to hurt you.”

“Promise?”

“I promise…but you go with me to that party!”