Chapter 20: The unexpected

Wednesday
9:34 PM
Nightclub.

I hovered my boyfriend while my fingers were working on his stomach. Don’t think any further; I was just tickling him since he made a stupid remark on buying that phone for him.

Key was rolling all the time to his sides, trying to get my hands of him, but it didn’t work at all. Only a kick against my groin made me fall of him.

“That hurts,” I hissed while I had my hands on the attacked place and I rested on my forehead. The pain was really…indescribable. It really hurts.

“Sorry Jungsu,” he said, wrapping his arms around my shoulders while I was just thinking of better things then that pain. In the end I could sit up again and he was in front of me. He pressed a kiss on my lips while his hand was playing with some locks of my hair.

Of course I kissed him back, forgetting my pain and pushing him down on his back again.

We parted from some air and then I looked long and deep in his eyes. He is really a beautiful boy and it’s such a shame he has do to such a job to get money to pay a small apartment.

Somewhere I wanted to take it a bit further. Or maybe it’s to early for that. I mean with that kissing using our tongues.

“Jungsu?” his voice broke my train of thoughts and I looked at him again, not that weird staring.

“What?”

“You were spacing out.”

“I know I was just thinking.”

“About what?” he asked, somewhere he sounded concern and worried it was something bad. Ah…I love this boy already. Just because he loves me so much as I do.

I sighed since I don’t know how I should say it to him. I feel so…like I’m taking it too fast again. Like when I was a younger guy.

“I…what if…we,” I couldn’t continue and just rolled of him and laid down next to him, staring up at the ceiling. I don’t want to be the Don Juan I was back then. I changed in America and I want to keep up that change. This time I really have the feeling that I love this kid.

He rolled onto his side and let his hand play with my fingers, taking them and slowly intertwining his. I rolled my head to the side and looked over at him. His beautiful smile was on his face, his eyes were focused on my hand and then you realise this kid isn’t fully yours.

“I love you,” I mumbled, getting his attention back to my face. He just chuckled and became red as a tomato.

“What? Why are you laughing now?” I acted like I was hurt.

“It’s just…I never had a boyfriend before…so…I don’t know how to act sometimes.”

Oh come on! Can someone get cuter then this? His hand left mine and I turned on my side. Maybe I should tell him now what I wanted to say before.

“I was thinking earlier…should we take it slowly to a higher level?”

“What to a higher level?” he sounded shocked. Good job, Jungsu! Now he starts to think of you again as a stupid playboy!

“Just our kisses or…maybe it’s too early.”

“You mean…using our tongues?” I only nodded to the question. He roughly grabbed my shirt and pressed his lips on mine, making him the one in control now. I only grinned when he did that, but I made him now his place again when I slowly let my tongue slide on his lower lip. He opened his mouth a bit and I slipped in my wet muscle.

Right then when our tongues were is a dance, the door swung open. A guy appeared there.

“You! Get away from my bitch,” he growled lowly while I pulled away from Key. When I turned I totally recognized that face. Anger boiled inside of me while I tried to remain calm at the outside.

I think Key noticed it and grabbed my hand, squeezing it a bit but his try to hold me calm failed.

“You are the one leaving now,” I snapped at the guy, rolling from the bed and standing up. Key desperately tried to hold me down, but he ended spread out on the full width of the bed.

“Oh yeah? And who are you to decide that, punk?”

I just tilted my head to the side, staring at him with the corner of my upper lip raised. My hands were clenched in fists. The guy found it hilarious in a way since he started to laugh.

“Oh really? You are going to defend him? That slut?”

And that was it. I launched myself, like the previous time to him and pushed him up against the wall.

“Listen to me, asshole. You are now going to leave my boyfriend and me or I kick your ass. Don’t dare to go to his boss or I kick your ass. And never say a word to the police or I kick your ass. If you ever fuck him in the near future…I kill you,” I threatened him, pushing him with every sentence more against the wall.

“Oh I beat you previous time so why wouldn’t I do it now again?”

“Guys stop it!” was a shaky yell from behind me. I turned around and saw how my boyfriend (I’m still not very used to this.) was tearing up on the bed.

Instantly I let the guy go and turned around to go over to his side.

I wrapped my arms around his shaky body and he buried his face in the crook of my neck, his hand gripping my shirt tightly.

“I think I will go now,” the other guy said, probably shocked from what happened.

“Remember what I said…”

A ‘yes’ was said back in return and he disappeared again.

“It’s okay. I have you,” I whispered in his ear, resting my head on his shoulder while hugging his body closer to my own. He choked on a sob when he wanted to say something.

“I…This reminded me of my past,” he finally said, letting go the words he wanted to say but were held back all the time. I let a bit go of him and pressed my lips on his forehead, waiting for him to relax.

“It’s okay…”

“I love you, Jungsu. You just don’t know how much. Why did you ch-,” he rambled but I stopped him with putting a finger on his lips and turning his head towards me so I could look into his eyes.

“I love you too.”

I kissed him full on his lips, trying to make him shut up before he starts actually his new rambling part.

After our kiss (without tongues) he looked deep into my eyes.

“Love me,” he said to me, panting really hard. I know he didn’t mean it in the perverted way so I just smiled at his words.

“Always.”